Looking for small horse meat?

Hey all. Growing up on a farm we used to have this ceremony after the crops came in and everybody celebrated, even the dogs, we gave them some small (mini) horse meat. Not the portion, i.e a small piece of horse meat, we literally gave them a small horse (obviously killed beforehand) to eat. Now years later I remembered this aspect of the end of harvest ceremony. I would like to recreate this with my dogs I have now. Thus I am looking for any ponies (preferably a mini horses) for sale. They have to be alive as a dead pony is never a good purchasing decision. So is there any unwanted ponies out there or do you know of a place where they can satisfy my needs? I'm willing to pay a reasonable amount for the ponies. Thank you for your time.