Thursday, June 23, 2011
Why can't I be like everyone else?
So, im a 13 year old boy. Just like everyone else, good sense of humor, smart. But there's one problem, i have acne. My life was awesome when i lived in Connecticut, i had tons of friends and I really liked this one girl...Emilie. Yes I had acne in ct but no one ever insulted me because they were my friends and they didn't point out the flaws that I had. They only cared about what a good friend I was. But then, with no notice, I moved to North Carolina, leaving my friends and Emilie. I now go to this stupid private school that is extremely strict ( my school in Connecticut was a public school and kids had a lot of freedom. It was also ranked one of the top 100 schools in america). And another negative thing about this school is that everyone there is mean and rude. Also, everyone keeps on pointing out that i have acne and it is lowering my self esteem ( don't tell me i'm being over selfish). Everyone is like: What's all that stuff on your face or Clean your face you fa**ot (people say that done here in nc, they also say gay a lot when it doesn't even make sense). But what these people dont understand is that I have tried everything to get a clean, respectable face. I've tried face wipes and proactive and creams, but nothing is working! As of right now I am on meds and morning and nighttime lotions that dry up my face and attack the acne. I have notice some improvement around my nose but its taken 2 months just clear up my nose. My parents don't know what to do and I have zero friends. I hate it here!!!! Sometimes I just feel like dying because these selfish f***ing a**holes keep insulting me and calling me a nobody. And what really ticks me off is when they ask me if I ever loved someone or had a girlfriend( obviously just another oppurtunity to mock me and say, what type of girl would want to go out with) I say yes. They then ask who and I say Emilie. Then they start calling her a b**ch and a wh**e. I just feel like killing them sometimes. Please, WHY CAN'T I BE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!!
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