I want to kill myself?

Hon, my high school years were a nightmare too...I can sooo identify with what you are going through. But by the way you write, I can see that you are a very smart girl and you only have ONE more year of school to graduate. Listen - kids in school..even high school...can be nasty and cruel, not to mention all the cliques. If you absolutely cannot bear to get through one last year of school...seriously talk to your mom about not attending and getting your GED instead. You can contact your school to find out what is required to obtaining your GED, and you will not have to finish your next year at school with all those ...you are too good a person to kill yourself - Hon, you got a brain and a personality and these kids are a bunch of LOSERS..yes losers....they are immature and evil..and sometimes the teachers are not much better. Your life is not worthless - you just have to get out of school because it is obviously a hell house for you. PLEASE, I understand and if you were my daughter I would not make you go to school anymore I would let you get your GED and then you could go to community college or work, whatever you want to do. Trust me, once you are away from school and the abuse, you will calm down and feel much better about life. I went through what you are going through now, I truly know the pain and grief this kind of abuse can put on a person...I was scarred for many years and it really affected my self esteem and it took a few years of working with nice people and making friends outside of school to rebuild my self esteem and it will happen for you also. Please feel free to email me at jofull100@yahoo.com if you want to chat some more...don't do anything to end your life...there are alternatives such as the GED program to set you free from this abuse and allow you to get on with your life. Good luck, and please write me if you need support. :)